Discussions discussions and discussions...

As professional exam is around the corner, everyone is busy forming groups and revise back all the topics that we have learned for past two years.

I joined a group consisting 7 people. Initially, there were some problem arising but now, thank god it is resolved! I cant expect more because in life, the problems will always be present. Although you just settled a problem, there will be another problem popping out at another corner. What we can do is to face it together as a group and settle whatever problem we have. CHEERS! :)

Lastly, i hope all of my group member pass the pro exam.   

一生一次恋爱？？

曾经纯粹认为人的一生当中只可以谈一次恋爱，希望在茫茫人海中遇到到对的那个人，厮守到老，过着幸福又快乐的日子。。。所以就这样一直不想谈恋爱，期待着真正适合自己的那个人的出现。可是在这廿一世纪里，人人都这样现实，就算你遇到他/她，在没有任何恋爱经验的情况下，你们的感情真的能保持长久吗？

人生本来就是一个学习的过程，如果你不想谈恋爱，根本就不能提结婚！谈恋爱的目的是什么？如果发现你们之间的性格不合适怎么办？发现他/她的越来越多的缺点怎么办？想为没有保障的爱情坚持到底呢？还是理智地为你们的将来做打算？没错！有人说，既然你爱他，就要包容他，让着他，处处为他着想。试想想，世上可真存在着能一直忍让，一直包容别人的人吗？就算有也是寥寥无几，会有几次我们会听闻不同性格的情侣最后还在一起？相信大多数到最后都没戏了吧。。

当然也不是说我们可以说谈就谈，说分就分，那就太不负责任了！大家能在一起也算一种缘份及福份，那就该好好珍惜彼此，真心对待彼此，而不是三分钟热度，玩弄对方的感情。如果真心付出到最后却得到另一半的背叛及敷衍，那种痛楚就像哑巴吃黄连般，自己才懂，才能深刻体会。

只想说，我们永远都不知道出现在你眼前的那位到底是不是真的适合你，一定要相处久了才能慢慢去了解，去发现彼此的为人处世的方式，品格修养。如果真的合适，那么才可以踏入人生重要的下一步，进入婚姻。一对情侣最后到底会怎么样，这关键就在于恋爱时期所修的果，如果修不成果，那也不要勉强因为勉强是没有幸福的。

失败了，我们应该从中吸取教训，想想失败跌倒的原因，为了就是下一次的成功。别太在乎过去，毕竟它已成为历史，后悔没用，改变不了事实反而应该振作去打拼未来。相信受过伤的人们都会对爱情有更新更深入的看法及了解，进而提升自己修养及教会自己要坚强，这就是谈恋爱的重要性！有人说，为何我们必须经过这途经来教会自己？为什么要先让自己受伤？人类就是奇怪的动物，如果不亲生体会，他们永远都不会学乖。正所谓经一事，长一智，不跌到，怎么体验痛的感觉？不痛又怎么能进步呢？

所以，当你遇到一位觉得很不错的对象时，如果情况应许，不仿给大家机会相处，一来可以为自己上人生一堂重要的课；二来也不会错过你的缘分。如果只意味着等待而不做任何事，想必那是很不明举的决定。

一生一恋爱听起来固然让人感动，但是在这时代里，是越来越难做到，因为爱情本身难测，没有人会知道一对今天本来很要好的情侣明天会发生什么事。如果幸运，第一次就遇上对的人，那么就恭喜啦。如果不顺利的话也别太伤心，眼前不远处还有更美的风景。

又是酱。。。

好久没写部落格了
每次心受伤了才想起它

是我先犯规，是我不好，偷偷地喜欢上你。。
朋友的界限终于被打破。。
开始关心你
开始关注你
开始挣扎，这份隐藏的心意到底能埋多久？

一直为了将来做筹备
换来的却是一片穿心的痛
你没讲明，是因为不想伤害我
可是我也不傻，你不必重复酱多次
你可知你每讲一次，我的心就被多伤一次

还是不明白
为什么你能这么肯定未来的事
一掌又一掌地打伤我的心
完全不给我们机会
知道我也许不是你标准的白马王子
但是你所谓的白马王子真的存在吗？

以为可以瞒着你
就这样到以后
可是天意弄人
最终还是和你吐了心声
在没任何准备下
也忘记了天时地利的重要
就酱前功尽弃
我们越来越远了

现在的我只能在所有人面前
装快乐
装幸福
怀疑自己会不会转行做小丑
会不会如果有一天小丑真的哭了
你觉得他还在逗人呢？

一个人并不孤单
思念一个不可能的人才叫人孤独。。。

Starting...

Wow..i can't believe that i start blogging again after a few months"rest", ya i mean it, just a rest... Well, i treat this as a brand new starting because, i am stepping into a new stage of life. There were too much happenings within my hibernating months. One of them is i finally enter degree program and proudly declare myself as an UNDERGRADUATES ! after waiting for ten years since primary school. ( but suddenly feel that i am getting older..O.o)

The life in University isn't like what have been imagined or showed in the Taiwan TV Drama, it is totally different for my case...i am not going to share the reasons here but if you are interested to know, don't hesitate to text me..hehe..

Well, i am not going to say much this time, since tomorrow i will have to continue my normal undergraduates' routine, i need to do some preparations for the class.

Let's looking forward for a blessed new starting.....

Do u belief in ghost?

" Do u belief in ghost?".....well, i stunned by the question tis afternoon at restaurant. It was asked by my housemate, it was so sudden and i don noe hw to answer. However, i answered yes finali and he asked for reason...

Huh??? reason?? well, frankly i nvr think of tat. As normal i thk ppl owes do not thk tat much rite? It is lucky tat we do not meet them..haha..

Well, he asked again, " Did u ever c them?"...Wow Wow Wow...i answered no...and if given chance, i oso don wan to c them...

Then he asked me y i belief in those thg. Well, since young i had heard a lot of my relatives superb experiences bout ghost including my parent. So, automatically, i m educated to belief so..hehe..and besides that, isnt thr is a sentence among the chinese community? 宁可信其有不可信其无....i thk it is better to belief than regret later....

Well, i have a fren who i guess he can c all those thg....then, he will try to figure them out to scare us..hw terrible he is...according to him, they like to stay at the corner...hahaha...jz a little tips for u all.....pls bare in mind..haha..

In conclusion, i belief in God and ghost. If thr is God, y don belief thr is ghost existing? haha....

It has been a long time since last blogging..haha.coz too lazy..no la..the life at here is too compacted...quizes, assignments, tests, lab reports.......it is endless man!!! seriously..haha...howver, i owes tell myself tat tis is the path tat i have to pass through in order to achieve my dream!!

Well, i promise myself to sign in more often since tis year to share my secrets and thought. hehe....err....i m not gud in social, i mean communicate wif others...so have to write down.

now, entering third sem in the foundation year....getting more and more stressful....especially those physics laws...wat lar???? wat r those thg..headache...haiz...

My mood jz recover recently after suffering from a huge disaster!!!! haha...haiz.tats y i told myself don ever and ever choose the wrong path again....the purpose i come here is to study..remember? i canot jz get beaten like tat..i have to be strong...

the life during first sem reli best. less worries, less assignments..haha..:P

Six month didnt meet my family....i miss them so much....i m counting!!! another two weeks to go!!!!! Sibu...wait for me pls....haha...

i change a lot after i come here....a lot seriously..wan example? err...i don wan to share o...haha..

well...tis is my first posting tis year....time passes quick..nw is entering second month of the year.....in other word, mid term exam is aroung the corner...haha

i gtg nw..nid to study phy..T-T..c u...

Useless Promises...

It has been a while after that incident...

The special "event" in my life...which is so memorable or i should say i cant delete it from my memory even i desire to.

Till today,i still not understand,doubt about the thing tat had happened to us and i am not hoping to have an answer as long as i m alive which may cause another pain in my heart...perphaps it is better to have the truth burried beneath the ground forever.

We used to promise to each other...to be together forever...But wat hapen eventually??

Then i realised,promises sometimes mean nothing. It doesn't worth any value at all...

It is disappointing...it pulls you from the top of the world down to the hell....and that is it. End of story...

Why u did such decision?? A cruel decision...i believe thr is another way to solve the problem that u faced..Didn't we promised to be frank to each other?? Why u start to lie?? Start hiding me something?? Why?

Now,it is useless and meaningless to say anything...becoz the story has ended....